Meaghan

blossom_curls @ 2005-10-03T15:10:00

2005-10-03T19:14:53Z

Dear all,
Basically, I can't stand the drama anymore. I try to be friends with everyone, and treat everyone right but people always seem to have to take advantage of that. People who I thought were my best friends and would be there for me forever, are now some of the worst people I have ever known. I'm tired of being in the middle of people's petty little shit. No one seems to notice how unhappy people have made me lately. I hate waking up everyday and facing people I cannot stand in school. I hate signing online and being bombarded by people's IMs about the stupidest shit ever. And I hate getting pathetic text messages from people trying to blame what they've done wrong on me. So basically, this is me letting you know that from this point until everything settles down, I will barely be on AIM, myspace, and I will not answer your calls or text messages. Go ahead and talk about me behind my backs now, because we all know it's what people do best.

blossom_curls @ 2005-07-12T12:22:00

2005-07-12T16:25:33Z

Alright, so I haven't updated in a while but instead of filling you in on my boring life I'm gonna write about something that's been sort of annoying me lately.

People these days in the "scene" seem to think whoever has dropped out of it have betrayed them. So what if a person doesn't go to every single local show? So what if they don't dress "scene" anymore? AND SO WHAT IF THEY'VE GROWN UP AND REALIZED THERE IS MORE TO LIFE?

When I was in eighth grade Joanna and I used to go to a lot of the local shows in howell/jackson. Not to mention, the two shows a month we would go to up at starland or krome. That was what we liked to do for fun. And for a long time it was really fun. But then it just got old. We didn't want to spend all of our money on shows anymore, and we found more things to do we liked for fun. That doesn't mean we've betrayed the "scene" and it doesn't mean we don't love music. It just means that we've grown up a little and realized there is more in the world then the scene.

Okay, end of rant.

blossom_curls @ 2005-07-03T12:31:00

2005-07-03T16:31:57Z

Well, life is too short, so love the one you got cause you might get runover or you might get shot <3

I'm just, uh, livin' on the side 'cause it's gettin' me high, forget the hearse cause I never die

2005-06-27T15:59:03Z

kk so,

Friday, June 24

The Doors show was so much fun. Me and Casey saw a lot of people and met some guys we wish we hadn't. It was a real good show overall though.

Weekend

Saturday pretty much sucked, and so did Sunday. Last night I did go over to Dom's though with Minnel and Sue and it was funnnn. I love those girls.

I really wanna do something sweet tonight but who knows.

Peace, love, and bellbottoms. <3

Take it easy baby, take it as it comes, don't move too fast, and you want your love to last

2005-06-24T18:30:26Z

kk so major update fools.

Thursay, June 16

Last day of school!!! Had my bio final and then I got to leave at 10:30 since I was exempt from my last exam. I was going to go to the fair with Dom that night but because of the rain we decided to screw it. We went to dinner with Minnel at Applebee's instead. Good times there, i'm not gonna lie.

Friday, June 17

Day at the beach with Minnel! The sun wasn't too strong that day though so I didn't get much color but I did get some. Minnel left around 1:30 but I didn't leave till around 3:30. I just watched the surfers and such. It was fun. Then, that night I went to Dom's for her party. It was funnn. It was the last night I saw Chris and didn't want to hurt him. Minnel and I were the first girls to get the balls to go in the pool. <3

Saturday, June 18

Woke up and went shopping with my mommy. I got some pretty sweet stuff. Two pairs of shorts, white cropped pants, a brown lace tank, a brown shirt with blue sequins, two bathing suits, and new nail polish. I came home, made plans, and went to Casey's party. Wowwww, good times. Katie Andree is my new best friendddd. Casey has a pretty messed up picture of me she likes to use as blackmail. People throwing up, rapists, and shady Gotti wannabees. Mmm ya. I slept over Casey's and around 2ish in th morning we made Mac & Cheese. And it was AWESOME. Then, began the fight with Chris. Whatever. We all went to bed around 3.

Sunday, June 19

When we woke up we all sat around and talked about shit and then had pancakes, bagels, and strawberries for breakfast. I came home and took about 5 naps. Serious shit went down Sunday, which I don't really wanna talk about anymore because I don't give a shit.

Monday, June 20

Didn't really do much all day. Then around 4ish I got ready and then I went over to Casey's. We went out to the St. Mary's fair. No one was really there. Then, we ran into Leif whom I love. "I'm soo highh.... are you mad?" Then I saw Chris and Jen together and it kinda made me really wanna barf. Casey, Mike A, Mike L, and me left and we dropped them off. Then, when we got back to Casey's around 11 we went out into Red Bank to the diner to get some food. On our way home we almost called 911 cause of creepy Mexicans. When we got back around 11:45 we watched The Lost Boys with her mommy. Such a good movie.

Tuesday, June 21

Woke up, walked into Red Bank with Casey and got breakfast at Zebu. Walked back to her house and got ready for the beach. We stopped off at the drug store and got some sweet magazines and stuff and then headed to Sea Bright. Stayed there till like 2:30 and then we went back to her house. My padre picked me up around 3:30. Later that night, Joanna came over and we sat out by the pool then we baked a wonderfulllllllll cake.

Wednesday, June 22

Woke up at 9 and ate some waffles. Then, I started getting ready for TOM PETTY. Aw, such a good day. Laurend is my love. We went with her sister Sarah, Eileen, and some friends of Sarah's from Delaware. I had such a good time at the show. I saw my teacher which was creepy. And I saw a few people from RBC. After the concert, we went back to this girl Kerry's house for a little while then got picked up by Eileen's brother-in-law cause Sarah was sleeping at her friend's and I don't think Eileen or Sarah would have been able to drive anyways hahah. We got dropped off at Lauren's and we made Mac&cheese. After we ate, we went upstairs and like passed out.

Thursday, June 23

Got up around 11:30, went on the computer, and talked. Then I got picked up around 1. Went out to lunch with my padre. Came home and took a shower then went to Verizon to get my new phone. A radio station was there and they were giving away free tickets to shows and they gave me two tickets to go see the Doors. Anddddddd I was in heaven because they are my favorite band of all time. So I made plans with Casey to go and then went out to dinner with my mom.

Today

Going to see THE DOORS in 2 hours and 45 minutes. I'm so excited!!! I'll update tomorrow with details, buh byeeee. <3

uh, i'm not a rockstar but i still tend to rock hard

2005-06-12T17:54:55Z

Mmmm k, so friday night was amazing. I love from first to last so much. They were excellent live. Me and gina went fucking nuts, and i pissed people off and embarrassed my friends, hahaha, but thats ok. They still love me. Only 3 days left. And it's all finals. My schedule looks like this:

Monday - English exam
Tuesday - Off
Wednesday - History & Religion exams
Thursday - Biology exam

why don't you just drop dead

2005-05-28T19:27:04Z

mmm thank god its the weekend. The past week was such a suckfest. But whatever, it's over.

Tonight is the show at prince of peace. Me and Joanna are going and i'm excitedddd. We haven't been to one of these shows in so long. I miss it. Kinda. Let's just say I don't miss the high school wannabe scensters.

zach! stop explaining me so well!

2005-05-25T01:01:04Z

"Being someone else and fitting in because of it is okay, but after awhile you will realize you can't be that other person forever and if you do you won't ever be truly happy, you'll lose the friends who liked you cause of how you acted instead of who you are faster then they can even get to know you."

the boy's got skill, the girl's got notion. he's smart enough but lacks devotion

2005-05-24T18:07:41Z

So, the other day Joanna and I were talking about how we haven't updated in livejournal in about a million years. Since I'm home sick and bored once again I decided to tidy this thing up and start updating again, at least for just the summer.

These past two weeks have been so shitty. School is getting to the point where I dread it every day. I'm seriously never happy there. It's weird and sad not having Joanna, Lauren, and all of the other Howell kids there that I love. I really want to transfer to Howell next year, but I kind of know I won't be happy there either. So I basically have to put up with RBC and stop being anti-social and make some lifetime friends. I have plenty of friends there, just none that I actually count on and connect with like I do Joanna.

I can't wait for summer. Well, of course. Who can? I just have a feeling it's gonna be a good one. Going to the beach, hopefully getting a job, going to the boardwalk, late nights, etc. And I also can't wait for Wildwood, August 15-21. I know I'm bringing Joanna with me again but I have to figure out who else I'll bring this year. Last year was so much fun. Beach every day, boardwalk every night. AND GREEN POLO KID. Sorry, I just remember our obsession with him.

There's some pretty good shows coming up soon too. Saturday, Joanna and I are going to Prince of Peace for a local show there. Then, June 10 we're going to see From First To Last. After that, June 22 is Tom Petty, which I'm reaaal excited for.

Ok so, I hope I actually keep up with this thing. The updates may be a little lagging until school's out, with finals and all that shit coming up I may not have all the time in the world.

2004 in words

2005-01-01T19:41:35Z

The Good

Skate and Surf <33
February 20 - The Early November w/ Joanna (becoming friends again <3)
Graduating HMSS (aka hell)
Wildwood
Meeting new people at RBC
May 22 - Spitalfield
Warped Tour
December 29 - The Starting Line and The Early November
+ many more

The Bad

Losing touch with some of the best people
Meeting one the best guys i've ever known and ruining it for myself
People dying

When you really look at it, the good really do outweigh the bad. I always remember the good stuff but barely ever the bad things. So remember next time..when you feel like you're having the worst day ever and although it may seem really important at the moment, very soon you'll forget all about it..but you'll always remember the person that was there for you when you were having that horrible day. I'm sure there were a lot more bad things but i really can't remember many.

Things to look forward to in 2005

Skate and Surf 2005
A million other concerts
Summer '05
Meeting even more people
California

Happy New Years <3

2004 in pictures <33

2005-01-01T19:25:27Z

+ a million other pictures that were taken before i got the digital camera and am too lazy to scan